Marriage Counseling bc of MIL??
Posted 19 November 2012 - 01:05 AM
My husband dreads saying no to his mom. He doesn't want to make her mad, he says. In the past, I know he has blamed little things on me bc he didn't want to tell his mom that he wasn't interested in attending this or that outing. Seems like not that big of a deal, but still -- I can say "no thanks" to anything, big or small, to most members of my family wo fear of making them mad at me!
A few months ago, my husband had agreed to have a friendly talk with his mom about our plans for labor & delivery and the week immediately following. Unfortunately, he avoided the task until it just "went away". He was worried she would be offended by our plans (bc we wanted the first week alone & he thought it sounded like we were being rude in not wanting her to visit right away).
Recently, his mom requested to visit for the umpteenth time this year, and with having a newborn we were both exhausted & needed a weekend to ourselves. But he didn't want to "hurt her feelings" and became agitated with me bc I didn't want to "give in" to her request. Frustrated, he said, "fine, but if she can't come visit, you have to be the one to tell her". Fine by me! (even though I know that goes against the typical advice that he should deal w his family, and me mine). So I texted his mom & (very warmly) told her that we were worn out & needed a weekend to ourselves to recuperate, but let's start planning the next visit. No acknowledgement, no response to either of us. We didn't hear from her for a few weeks after that.
Upon seeing my MIL cook over a hot stove with my 14-day-old newborn in her arms, I joked about having a heart attack bc that's how one of her sons burned his finger. When I first wanted to say something about her holding the baby at the stove, my husband tried to tell me not to. His mom later made fun of me in front of my neighbors, complete w an unflattering impression of me as an overprotective parent.
Overall, my MIL has become increasingly passive aggressive over the past few months. She talks negatively about other family members, and I don't doubt she's talking negatively about me now (although I don't know). She has always had issues w her own MIL & has spent a lot of energy pushing away her husband's family. Now I feel like she is pushing away me. Although my husband spends a lot of energy defending her to me, he has never defended me to her.
My husband agrees that his mom acts immaturely & passive-aggressively, but he doesn't want to confront it -- why rock the boat (even more)? Several times he has defended her, "just let her do what she wants", or "yeah, my mom's a b!tch, that's just how she is". And he truly does enjoy spending time w his mom; usually/mostly it's the rest of the family watching the two of them talk all day/night long.
We see his family about 13 times a year (which I would like to be the max number -- visits above that number I want to decline). When he doesn't want to say no to visits above & beyond that number (like I do), I have to wonder if he "needs" the visit for himself as opposed to it being "for her". I asked him about this; he said no he doesn't want the extra visits, he just doesn't want to tell her no.
I've come to a point where I will no longer budge, I don't have it in me anymore to compromise about this! I need my husband to be able to tell his mom no wo dumping it on me. I need him to be able to inform her of our plans wo worrying that she'll get mad. I've discussed this w him. He thinks I'm overreacting or being rigid. Unfortunately, my husband feels really strongly about not saying "no" to his mom. I say, "then how will you say no to your mom when it really, really matters?" I'm worried about raising our child & needing to set the normal boundaries -- how will she react?? I'm worried about her challenging our parenting decisions. I'm worried about her dominating our weekends, birthdays, & holidays. I'm worried about retaliation if she doesn't get her way w the baby.
My husband & I have been together 12 years & have never disagreed so strongly about something. Our relationship is very healthy otherwise. Is this a reason to get counseling? Is there a way to avoid counseling? Where do I go from here?
Posted 19 November 2012 - 01:29 AM
Marriage counseling (and his individual therapy) is the only thing that seems to have made much of an impact on how my husband handles his family- me begging him to stand up for us didn't do it- it wasn't until our counselor said he needed to do it that he realized I wasn't being unreasonable asking for some support. DH seems to finally "get it"when we are in the therapists office. I don't know if DH realizes it or not but I probably would have asked for a separation by now had it not been for his willingness to go to counseling with me. Good luck.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 02:34 AM
Posted 19 November 2012 - 02:35 AM
Posted 19 November 2012 - 02:44 AM
Don't avoid therapy just because MiL is the cause, embrace it because it will lead you to a less painful place.
DH and I are presently in therapy focused on "undoing" some damage his family has done and leaving him equipt to handle them better-- and yes that includes saying NO. Some advice I have is getting a male therapist, doing some solo and some joint sessions, and seeing it as a process not an instant cure. Good luck!
Posted 19 November 2012 - 02:52 AM
She is putting her wants and needs over the safety and comfort of your son, and HE is letting her by not saying no and THEN when he does finally whisper no like a naughty child caught doing something he shouldn't be doing he throws you under the bus and makes YOU the bad guy.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 05:39 AM
One of our children went, the end results were great, the process was long.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 08:02 AM
Also, since your DH does not seem to want to protect your child you need to step up. I cannot believe that your MIL thought it was a good idea to hold your newborn while she was cooking over a hot stove! Who in their right mind thinks that is a good idea?? Is she an idiot? To be so careless about a child is just wrong and shows that she has poor judgment. Why didn't you remove your child from your MIL when it appeared she was going to cook over a hot stove with him/her? I do not think it is a laughing or joking matter. If my MIL had tried something so dangerous with my child DH or I would have read her the riot act. Next time please protect your chid and do not allow your MIL, or anyone else for that matter to be so careless with your child. Also, it is clear that your MIL lacks good judgment. I would not trust her alone with my child. I hope you don't either.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 09:02 AM
Ouch. But I suppose I deserve that.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 09:05 AM
Posted 19 November 2012 - 09:17 AM
Here's how lovely things were for me-- early in our marriage, my DH suggested *I* get counseling, claiming my family was too "distant" from each other, and clearly I was having mental problems because I didn't know what it was like to be in a close, loving, CARING and INVOLVED family. Ha!
Now he recognizes the assets of having a "distant" family, a family that recognizes that one is now an adult who is living one's own life, and doesn't feel so threatened by "no" as to engage in guilt, manipulation, or bargaining tactics to keep the AC "in line." But it's taken a couple therapists to get to this point. It's worth it.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 09:47 AM
It's saving your kid therapy bills after the divorce (at best) or during an unhappy marriage (at worst).
Posted 19 November 2012 - 11:28 AM
About the cost of counseling - Ugh! I hate the way money/insurance can sometimes be an obstacle to getting the counseling one/a couple needs! But I sincerely hope that either your insurance will cover it or you decide that the "investment" that Oscar describes makes sense. B/c, IMO, no matter how healthy your marriage is, otherwise, you and DH need counseling in this area. Here's why:
1. DH, a grown man, "dreads saying no to his mom."
2. Right now, I'm sorry to say, he's worrying more about her feelings than yours/his DW's.
3. Even though he stubbornly refuses to/avoids saying no to her, he accuses you of being "rigid" when you don't want to see her more than about once-a-month (which is way more than many GPs/MILs get).
4. Brace yourself for this one - he's even more worried about MIL's feelings than he is about baby's safety ("... my husband tried to tell me not to" say something about MIL "holding the baby at the stove").
5. Brace yourself again - No doubt concerned about DH's and/or MIL's disapproval, you "joked" about the danger, rather than raking action! I'm truly sorry to harp on that, SP, but I think it's very important. B/c it suggests that MIL and DH have got you to the point where you're putting her/his/their (does it really matter whose?) feelings ahead of everything else, including the safety of your baby.
I'm not saying your a "bad" mom or anything like that. I'm sure your a great mom, in fact. What I'm saying is that MIL and DH are getting you confused about your role as a mom. Just as DH seems unsure of his role as a husband and a dad. You need the counseling to help you keep your heads clear and sort all this out.
As PPs have said, there's no harm in going to counseling "b/c of MIL." Even if this is the only problem in your marriage, as you indicate, it's a big one and needs to be dealt with. Otherwise, I fear (and you seem to fear, yourself), it will just get more complicated as time goes on.
Sorry if this came off a little harsh but, really, I'm here for you - we're here for you! Go for it!
Posted 19 November 2012 - 03:08 PM
after I read britomart's comments, I realized *I* was afraid to say no to MIL. That really makes me mad.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 04:53 PM
DH didn't need much convincing- he knew we were in a bad place and he knew that I would be leaving him and taking our son
if things didn't improve, fast. He knows I'll love him to the end of time, but I believe that you can love someone but not be able to
live with them. Also we (sadly) had the example of two couples we know- wife asked for counseling, husband refused or dragged his feet, wife decided to leave (in one case had an affair and left with the other guy)- THEN the husband begged and pleaded for another chance and for counseling but it was too late. When we heard these stories (ironically one through our ILs) I told him that you should only have to ask once for therapy- if you ignore a partner's request for it then you shouldn't be upset if you come home and find the locks changed one day.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 06:57 PM
should I start by having him read this?
Posted 19 November 2012 - 07:03 PM
First, you need therapy for you. Separate from your husband, you seem awfully accepting of his awful treatment of you. And his general cowardice and refusal to stand up for your marriage.
Second, you can try to ask your husband to counseling, but I don't know that he'll attend. He may just go to go along, and you don't want that kind of counseling. See my first suggestion.
Three, this situation is going to end up one of two ways: Either you remain married to this man, or you divorce. There is no middle ground. You have to understand that the only way to be married to ANYONE is to be married healthfully. That means, you need to have some self esteem and self regard for yourself. Again, see my first suggestion.
Posted 19 November 2012 - 07:26 PM
I've made an inquiry about marriage counseling & was quoted $100 per session if my insurance doesn't provide coverage. Yikes. Like I need one more obstacle to keep counseling from happening...
Call the telephone number on the back of your insurance card to find out if your plan covers counseling and if they have a list of specific providers. Some insurance companies only cover individual counseling, not "marriage counseling", so if you want insurance to cover treatment you may have to approach it as individual counseling. Such as how to treat your Anxiety about keeping your baby away from a hot stove. Or how to treat Anxiety about setting limits with your husband. (Anxiety which is reasonable given the way he treats you when you do). Then DH can be brought into some sessions. Or vice versa.
FWIW, how DH and I make desisions about parenting (and about a lot of stuff that directly affects us both - such as hosting houseguests, making trips, big purchases) is the "two yeses,one no" rule of thumb. If one of us says no, it doesn't happen. We both have to agree on parental/mututal decisions for them to happen. We can try to talk into each other it, communicate, explain, sweeten the deal, but in the end we still have to both feel right about it for it to happen. You two might have done that already without realizing it since you got along well for the last dozen years. No, she is not getting her ears pierced. No, your brother can't stay with us for a month. No, your mother can't babysit because I don't feel comfortable leaving her alone with my child. DH can tell MIL no or not, but whether he tells her or not she's still not babysitting. I think the hard part for you will be you telling your DH no. If you can respect when he says no, I hope the man respects you enough to respect your no.
"Yeah, and i don't invite beaches to stay in my house any time they want, that's just how I am."
"yeah, my mom's a b!tch, that's just how she is".
DH invites MIL to stay at your house more than a weekend a month. (Or he's fine with her inviting herself that often). So he's saying 25-30% of your days off together are supposed to be shared with a beach? You suspect he really wants to spend that much time with her because he likes it so much. Is that how much time he wanted with her for the first 12 years of your marriage? Or is that your reward for having his baby?
Posted 19 November 2012 - 08:51 PM
the only way to be married to ANYONE is to be married healthfully.
Amen...this is more or less what DD said to me Saturday. I think the majority of the tears is for what she wish she had, not what she might be loosing